1/25/26(sun) Have you ever wondered how easy the human mind is to break? I do. I experienced it first hand. On the third sunday of 2026 I took two tabs of potent blotter acid and lost myself completely. My mind unfolded into the background of the universe, and I drifted into nothingness. Convinced I was going to die, I tried my hardest to remember what parts of my life I enjoyed. I could think of nothing. I could only think if this is all there is then I do think the solution to everything is death. My memory of the events that followed are lost to time, but I found myself in the hospital around the final hours of the day. Since then, I have done acid numerous times. I have never lost myself as badly as that one sunday night. I believe acid is a wonderful tool, but is greatly misunderstood. I think the people of the 60s and the counter culture movement was a load of shit from people who never struggled a day in their life. Peace, and unity, what a lie. We humans can learn a lot about ourselves if we only understood and respected these things. This website is a collection of my thoughts, frustrations, mistakes, and hopes for humanity as I go through out my life
9/21/26(mon) The Psychonaut starts their journey without fully understanding what they are getting themselves into for the first time. They may have heard about the drug(s) they are about to consume from the media, a friend, forums and books, but they don't fully understand what the real nature of what they are about to take. The trip might be beautiful. It might be terrifying. It could be nothing. The Psychonaut shares their experience. They try to recall it in full faith, but fail short everytime. They look through their notes while on the substance and understand nothing. They might try to integrate anything learned into their real life, some find success, others fail. The Psyconaut understands that these substances are tools, and while not addictive in most cases, can be used as an escape. While it is fun to trip, it is important to remain present in society, as the Psychonaut cannot escape it.